I drive over breathtaking Afton mountain every week to a grand institution of learning, whose founder turned 250 yesterday. It's my day to go to the city, use the buses or walk, be small and yet part of vitality, conversations, and notice faces from other continents. It's my day to explore what I dream of and soak in the minds and lives of others and ponder...which is one of my favorite activities.
I arrive in time for business and leave the fresh morning streets for finger-grunge-work on a laptop pad, indoors, floor three. I've been hired by a team of professors to assist in the work of a funded grant that facilitates the higher education goals of nurses in distant areas. I feel like the mouse who had the luck of chewing a hole through the right wall, conspicuously getting the insider's view, and gobbling scraps of expensive fair. These professors eat food that I like: public health leadership, rural health, community health.
By afternoon, I close the computer and join the ranks of graduate students piling in for an intro-course on research. We're much like all students, plus work/life experience and families. Nurses are a scrappy lot- quick to fight for what they think is right, generally eager to learn, and quick to criticize even their own. This research class is all women.
Back at the satelite parking by bus or foot, rush-hour finally squirts onto the interstate, rising over the mountain. I re-enter home-world with a brainful buzzing, fresh light on my own life, grateful for my husband, stirring some novel idea in realms where I may or may never go.
These school-days are stimulation and connection, and I'm growing on the fuel.
P.S. For an example of my latest inspiration: In historical research, we learned that FDR invested money in photographers during the Great Depression and that is why we have the records today of that period. During this health system crisis in this country, if we could deploy photographers, using the networks already within the healthcare system, we would literally look at what we're doing from a third-person yet intimate perspective. I think this could be a powerful tool for evaluating what's happening, and envisioning new ways. Of course the answer I got to this was: "You should really do your doctorate on this." But that's always the answer in academia. I'm more interested in putting solutions into motion.